To Onus

Onus
heavily laden
dragging me down
you feed the desire to change
to adopt an old affliction
Onus
you disgust me
make me cry
fill me with fear
ashamed to be seen
Onus
why can't i be rid of you
why do you follow me everywhere
a sick desire to torment me
a need to cloud my mind
Onus
you love me in your twisted way
and i hate you in return
you need me to exist
but i'll find a way to suffocate you
Onus
protected me from the animals
kept them away
made me invisible to them
helped me hide
Onus
i don't care anymore
I'd rather be eaten by them than see you anymore
you disgust me
I'll starve you to death