betrayal

You shattered my view of life

I thought I was safe from this kind of pain

I have enough physical torment

But you found a new way to wound me

My heart imploded when you spoke those words

How could you betray the one who loves you like no other, unconditionally

The one who cares for you

Raises your children

Treats you like a king

But I was the rubbish under your feet

You stepped on me, ground me deeper into the dirty floor

You broke my soul

I am cut so deep that I fear the gash will never heal

How can I ever feel safe again

I've heard it before, why should I believe you now

How do I know if you are deceiving me

I live in fear that I will find out a new terrible secret

One more time and I will fall off the cliff

I won't take it again, my heart wont bear it

It hurts to love someone this much

And in return, get an icy blade between the shoulders

Onus

Alone, waiting for time to pass
It's bleak and frigid here
When will you ever come for me
Will you find me in this darkness
Do you know I'm lost here
Can you hear my lament
I wait for you to call me out
I want to know that it matters
But you don't even know I've been missing
I've become invisible
I can't find my way
Because I have lost the will to try
My affliction is killing me
But in peace you can ignore it
I'ts easier to look away
Watch me disappear
Watch me walk into the fog
I'll be nothing soon and you'll be rid of me
Your Onus